Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts
Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts

Friday, December 27, 2019

Saturday, February 2, 2019

MY YEARNING

I sit and close my eyes
and yearn for the depth,
the closeness,
the longing to know you
and know you as completely
as you know me.
It was you who gave me the capacity to love,
to speak,
to determine,
to dream,
to hope,
to create, and
to survive.
You know me
completely
just as I yearn
to know you
with the same depth
you know me
but I don’t.
I know I will again,
perhaps not until
I am with you again
but that day will come.
Until then, I allow you
to use me,
to mold me,
to help me
become a spiritual warrior,
constantly seeking
to know the me
you created me to be
So the yearning continues
and teaches me about myself
about you
and all the other me’s you
bring into my life
who teach me and deepen
my yearning for you .

Friday, October 12, 2018

MY COMPASS

My longings, my yearnings
Are my compass,
They guide me,
Direct me, and
Lead me through life.
They make no promises,
The path is not always easy,
But it is mine.
It is that which I desire
It is that which I ask for,
When I allow God to order my steps.
It is when I keep walking
In faith
When I keep stepping forward
Towards that which I long for,
That which I yearn for,
That the path is revealed.
I listen to the yearnings
Which come from within,
Which bring me to where
I am supposed to be
To the place the Ultimate is calling me.
This is what directs me,
Leads me,
Guides me,
And brings me
To that place of yearning and desire
That place of intimacy
With the one who is my eternal compass.

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Monday, November 6, 2017

YEARNING FOR BOUNTIFUL

As I have been thinking about yearning the last week, I have come to the realization that this is not about renouncing or pursuing our desires, that which we yearn for in our lives. Rather, it is about understanding our yearnings and the lessons behind it. As I did, I was reminded of a film I saw almost 30 years ago now, called The Trip to Bountiful.
In this film, Mrs. Watts, a sensitive old woman living in the city with her son and his wife, develops a yearning to visit her family home, now long abandoned, in Bountiful, Texas. Her daughter-in-law interprets this wish as sentimental senility, and she convinces her husband to thwart the old lady's attempts to take a train or bus to visit her long-abandoned homestead. Mrs. Watts expresses the elemental nature of her longing plainly: 'I haven't had my hands in dirt in twenty years. My hands feel the need of dirt.
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